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Imagine you're invited to play poker, one-on-one. With someone you've know longer than you havent. Should be fun. Imagine having a great time, the pot going back and forth, you win some, you lose some. Everyone seems happy. Imagine as you play more often, your partner becomes more competitive. You're losing more, but your partner… Continue reading Poker

I came across this post while scrolling on Facebook, so I saved it, knowing it was a sign to start writing again. Yesterday I did 10 (girl) push-ups and 20 crunches, I was so mad at myself for struggling to do so little, I thought of the above post, and even thought I'm in a… Continue reading Nothing like ugly crying in your car on break.

Ive always felt i was disconnected from my feelings. One time, I googled "is there a level below sociopath?". I wasn't concerned that I was going to hurt myself or someone/something else. But, normal people cry at sad movies, ex Old Yeller. There i go dating myself. Ha. But, I just didn't. Not that I… Continue reading Mind. Blown.

I feel ive been criticized, laughed at, degraded about the majority of things I've liked in my life. And while I still like these things, because of the negative feedback I've recieved, I don't share as much, unless I know you share the same interest. For example - growing up as a tween, boy bands… Continue reading Shame

Go big or go home they say Shame I feel shame for every one of my likes. I don't know why, I'm workin through my entire life with my therapist. But I refuse to feel shame any more. For anything,  for going to therapy, for struggling with my mental health, parenting is hard yall. I… Continue reading Word vomit

I figured today was as good as day as any to finally start this thing. At least post a few entries and play around. So bare with me. While I start to pick my own brain on a social platform, I have to say just that, these thoughts are my own, if you disagree, that's… Continue reading Hi, I’m new here